I went looking today
Looking for the end of the rainbow
I found the pot in the end
my portal to another world.
A whole new life was there,
just waiting in the pot.
I entered the portal,
built whole new life.
Back then it all seemed fine,
but now I'm not so sure.
So many cracks in the pot,
who knows how much longer it will last.
I've got two lives,
one in the pot,
one on the outside,
it's getting so very confusing.
But now it's all falling apart,
the world in the pot is changing.
I thought it wouldn't ever change,
but so many more are coming to it.
The closer they get,
the more of them there is
the longer they stay,
the
The box with the toys,
it lies in the corner,
making my life better,
containing all my friends,
I bring them out of there,
without them I don't know,
what would become of me.
They give me words of kindness,
words that help me go on,
teach me ways of the world,
make me complete,
but I don't understand,
I can not fathom,
why the adults won't keep them out.
They tell me I should stay away,
that the toys are only for half an hour's play,
try to restrain me from reaching in there,
stopping me from playing with my friends,
I cry and cry for hours on end,
they tell me to behave myself,
but I really need my friends.
They say that
Little girl in the corner
crying herself to sleep
little girl in the corner
a bundle of tears and bones
Little girl in the corner
crying herself to sleep
little girl in the corner
rags draped across her
Oh this little girl
so full of misery
oh this little girl
crying so woefully
Oh this little girl
lying in a corner
oh this little girl
upon the street she lives
A rag lies in front of her
not fetching any money
a rag lies in front of her
constantly trampled on
A rag lies in front of her
nobody seems to notice
a rag lies in front of her
stained with her tears that flow
Life is full of woe to her
a duty and nothing more
I saw the creature tonight
It seemed so delicate and bright
I felt compelled to go up close
though the elders warned me against
Forbidden fruit seems to be the sweetest
so beautiful to behold
but oh then I went near
and learnt of the creature's bite
It latches on to you
makes you hallucinate
beautiful illusions
all a little white lie
It makes you feel loved
gives the impression you're wanted
then you draw near
give it a place in your heart
Oh but that's when the creature recoils
casts you out and leaves you to lie
lets the poison overwhelm you
and make you hurt and cry
It gives you a reason to live
then leaves you wanting
I've flown away before
you've caught me every time
But I'm afraid it's now too late
I'm caught in another trap
A trap so sophisticated
A trap of the cleverest type
It's created a beautiful illusion
a little white lie
The lie is so beautiful,
a lie which seems so genuine,
the lie has a hold on me,
a hold nothing has had before.
They tell me they love me,
and they seem so real,
but can I truly dare to hope,
can I really let them through?
They seem to pull me in,
They seem to draw me close,
but can I really believe,
that they'd want me anywhere near
Their perfection is something,
I am lucky to witness,
they've been crafted
I went looking today
Looking for the end of the rainbow
I found the pot in the end
my portal to another world.
A whole new life was there,
just waiting in the pot.
I entered the portal,
built whole new life.
Back then it all seemed fine,
but now I'm not so sure.
So many cracks in the pot,
who knows how much longer it will last.
I've got two lives,
one in the pot,
one on the outside,
it's getting so very confusing.
But now it's all falling apart,
the world in the pot is changing.
I thought it wouldn't ever change,
but so many more are coming to it.
The closer they get,
the more of them there is
the longer they stay,
the
The box with the toys,
it lies in the corner,
making my life better,
containing all my friends,
I bring them out of there,
without them I don't know,
what would become of me.
They give me words of kindness,
words that help me go on,
teach me ways of the world,
make me complete,
but I don't understand,
I can not fathom,
why the adults won't keep them out.
They tell me I should stay away,
that the toys are only for half an hour's play,
try to restrain me from reaching in there,
stopping me from playing with my friends,
I cry and cry for hours on end,
they tell me to behave myself,
but I really need my friends.
They say that
Little girl in the corner
crying herself to sleep
little girl in the corner
a bundle of tears and bones
Little girl in the corner
crying herself to sleep
little girl in the corner
rags draped across her
Oh this little girl
so full of misery
oh this little girl
crying so woefully
Oh this little girl
lying in a corner
oh this little girl
upon the street she lives
A rag lies in front of her
not fetching any money
a rag lies in front of her
constantly trampled on
A rag lies in front of her
nobody seems to notice
a rag lies in front of her
stained with her tears that flow
Life is full of woe to her
a duty and nothing more
I saw the creature tonight
It seemed so delicate and bright
I felt compelled to go up close
though the elders warned me against
Forbidden fruit seems to be the sweetest
so beautiful to behold
but oh then I went near
and learnt of the creature's bite
It latches on to you
makes you hallucinate
beautiful illusions
all a little white lie
It makes you feel loved
gives the impression you're wanted
then you draw near
give it a place in your heart
Oh but that's when the creature recoils
casts you out and leaves you to lie
lets the poison overwhelm you
and make you hurt and cry
It gives you a reason to live
then leaves you wanting
I saw the creature tonight
It seemed so delicate and bright
I felt compelled to go up close
though the elders warned me against
Forbidden fruit seems to be the sweetest
so beautiful to behold
but oh then I went near
and learnt of the creature's bite
It latches on to you
makes you hallucinate
beautiful illusions
all a little white lie
It makes you feel loved
gives the impression you're wanted
then you draw near
give it a place in your heart
Oh but that's when the creature recoils
casts you out and leaves you to lie
lets the poison overwhelm you
and make you hurt and cry
It gives you a reason to live
then leaves you wanting
I am who I am. There's probably not enough words in the universe to describe who I am who I am not.
Current Residence: 119 L- lol joke I'm not telling you, but *whispers* It's a house xD Favourite genre of music: Pop Rock Favourite cartoon character: Winnie the Pooh:D Personal Quote: Build a bridge with Bob the Builder
Favourite Movies
Hmmm... Orphan
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Freelance Whales at the moment, but changes all the time xD
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you're normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don't have any are FULL OF CRAP.
[] People
[x] Staying single forever
[] Being a parent
[] Being in front of others
[] Open spaces
[] Closed spaces
[x] Heights
[] Dogs
[] Birds
[] Fish
[] Spiders
[] Flowers or other plants
Total so far: 2
[x] Fire
[] Deep water
[] Snakes
[] Silk
[] The ocean
[] Failure
[] Success
[] Thunder/lightning
[] Frogs/toads
[] My boyfriends/girlfriend's dad
[] My boyfriends/girlfriend's
[ ] Kissed someone before dating
[ ] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 0
[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times
[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 3
[x] Got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[ ] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[ ] Threw stuff across the room
[ ]Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 5
[ ] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hour
So I deactivated but now I'm back xD
And I was thinking of some suggestions for ways I can express myself?
Like I know alot of ways but like yeah, I was just wondering, if you're upset or angry or something, how do you let it all out?
Thank you! I actually didn't like it as much as my other portraits but that's b/c this is my first time drawing a guy so i guess some mistakes were meant to happen. I'll try to improve!